Tuesday, November 3, 2009

what do you see?

its kinda getting hard to just work lately, even tho its my thesis year everything seems to be just moving fast and sure my school is a large part of my life i don't see how its really going to end... every time i go outside look at the city that is my home, I am forced to see how things are going to stay the same. And sure that scares me, all i ever wanted was to learn as much about this place that i live in but hope seems to always fade away until i look at a pattern on the floor on the subway or walk along the streets of the old factories and see wounder why they seem like the perfect place to be and not my own home? i guess this is a message to my self in order to stay alive you must open you eyes... get out of that hole your in and make sure your exploring, if not go get a job at burger king because life isnt worth living.